Sleep deprived

Tired and cranky

Angry and mad

Hoping for something

That can not be had.

Bed

Once again I don't want to leave the safety of my bed.

I lay here with the blankets over my head.

I try to find a valid reason to stay,

But I know it's just slipping away.

My security blanket is being torn off

I must face the fears of the day 

Not to love you

What if I did not love you?

Where would I be?

Would you miss me 

Would you even care

Thoughts of a day where I walk the road alone brings a smile to my face.

renewal

I no longer weep
at the memories.
Comfort comes,
deep from within.
Strenght is now,
my companion.
I am renewed.

really?
no way!
omg you have to be kidding me!

Time

There is never enough
time in a day
to do all i need,
and let me play

With being a mother,
a lover, a friend
I am the one
left alone in the end.

what was supposed to be easy
is hard
what I once knew has been left
behind

I feel helpless and lost
it is hard
I am sinking and being left
behind