Sleep deprived

Tired and cranky

Angry and mad

Hoping for something

That can not be had.

Bed

Once again I don't want to leave the safety of my bed.

I lay here with the blankets over my head.

I try to find a valid reason to stay,

But I know it's just slipping away.

My security blanket is being torn off

I must face the fears of the day 

Not to love you

What if I did not love you?

Where would I be?

Would you miss me 

Would you even care

Thoughts of a day where I walk the road alone brings a smile to my face.