Bed

Once again I don't want to leave the safety of my bed.

I lay here with the blankets over my head.

I try to find a valid reason to stay,

But I know it's just slipping away.

My security blanket is being torn off

I must face the fears of the day 

Not to love you

What if I did not love you?

Where would I be?

Would you miss me 

Would you even care

Thoughts of a day where I walk the road alone brings a smile to my face.

renewal

I no longer weep
at the memories.
Comfort comes,
deep from within.
Strenght is now,
my companion.
I am renewed.

really?
no way!
omg you have to be kidding me!

Time

There is never enough
time in a day
to do all i need,
and let me play

With being a mother,
a lover, a friend
I am the one
left alone in the end.

what was supposed to be easy
is hard
what I once knew has been left
behind

I feel helpless and lost
it is hard
I am sinking and being left
behind

dragged from the darkness

I have been dragged from the darkness
forced to see the light of day
tortured into feeling the sun on my skin,
the wind in my hair.
I struggle as I am made to walk in the green grass.
I look for comfort in the shade of the trees
and find solice in the clouds.
oh why can there not be more clouds?
If only the dark clouds would roll in
blot the sun from sky.
cast there shadows for all to see
why have I been dragged from the darkness.
No I can not see