A trip into Ectasy

I took a trip across a line of truth and fantasy
It started out in fun and a stretch of reality
Promises where made, and lies where spun
Only to become treated as truths, and no way to be undone
The road became bumpy
Potholes of heartache filled the path
No matter the truth, the lies held fast
Lies now cloud a once clean past
The pain of knowing my truths will never be belived
to know forever more, he will think less of me.
The ache in my heart, the unforving regret
of saying the words, that he had wanted said